I cant help it

Red blood eyes

Christmas isnt real without snow

So I made a fake one.

Strawberry cake <3

By my mom, my favourite!

Nr. 2

It would be really nice if not the top. I couldn't put it on! What, do they expect all clients not to have tits? I mean... this isn't china!

Dress hunting

Since I convinced my mum to buy me a ball dress, I've been looking for a good one- I went to orsay and tried this one one. Its not bad, but why would they make such a shitty belt to it? It fucks it all up. Next please.

Challenge accepted.

So me.

Christmas decorations part 15746

Wall nr. Two. More drawings

A sneak- peak to my new decorated bedroom. The piano and the mirror. Ill add some of my drawings soon.

Christmas paper crafting

Snowflakes with my sister.

Today on pop music I found out we were going to perform on the school ball: hooray :) just one problem: I don't have a proper dress! I asked my mum about it, and guess what. She won't buy me one. She said I already have one. Wtf? My black dress is pretty... but I'd rather not wear it on other occasions than boring violin concerts and funerals... CERTAINLY NOT on a ball... eventually she let me look in second hand shops. And I will, but for another reason. I decided to sew my creation. I will need loads of black and red material, mostly satin (or fake) and LACE LACE LACE. I've been having some wet dreams about the corsets in the near underware shop, and I'm destinied to buy one... or, if its not good enough ill just order one from papercats. Ill be a Goth queen in the sea of pink cocktail dresses }:D

Ofcourse, ill be needing money for that too...  that will be hard, since I'm in a family that will pay for my lessons, not for things I like. They think that everything that doesn't involve learning is stupid, worthless, and time wasting. I'm stupid and ignorant because I do things I enjoy instead of learning all day. I'm dumb because I want to be a singer, and have my own style. I'm stupid because I have interests, they never had. My dad liked maths, my mum liked writing, I like sewing, drawing, singing, creating, painting, writing, makeup, and tons of other things. They never did. And they want me to be who they are. But they're unhappy, and have lots of problems, and keep screwing their life up. And mine too. I'm prepared to have problems, but I'm not going to be the way they are, because hell, I want to have a happy life, doing what I love.

Todays song

Sir Elton John- blue eyes

Its actually my 4. Months. Old brothers favourite. He's got blue eyes :)

Todays drawing. (By matthew)

How should a real emo look like? My brother might just give you an alternative ^^ I couldn't write anything lately, because I have some tests next week and I've been learning all the time... and still am. Just when you get these outrageous ideas and want to do them so badly, something else more important turns up. Parents can be pretty nasty about it...

Todays song

Metallica- whiskey in the jar

Todays makeup

Used: bipa powder stick, miss spoty pressed powder, lovely eyeshadow, brown., kajal,  red lipstick (from store), bipa lipliner. Ill have to wash the lipstick though, school won't allow it :(

:D

My brother's raffaello cake *.*  <3

Adora Batbrat

Surely enough, one of the prettiest girls in the world.

Creative ideas..

My parents stumbled on the amazing idea to...

...take the internet from my phone. Fun, fun -.-

Learning at school

One of my famous -I'm bored during the lesson- drawings, religion can be very interesting... <3 except, if the teacher realizes that Im not studying the bible...

Todays song <3

Led Zeppelin - the immigrant song

A A Aa!!!

The best vocalist I could wish for <3 not sure about diablo though...

Im soo bored! Id rather be at home crafting, making christmas decorations with my cute devil three-year- old sister, who never listens to me, but is fun all the same... instead, Im at school... and about to fall asleep, being finished with the computer work. Au revoir. My french is SO bad... time to study D: Being in ninth grade is a pain in the *

The first time I was starting a blog, my mom asked me if I dont feel stripped and naked, writing information about myself, where anyone could read it. Quite the opposite...I like it. Ive written personal diaries before, but it always ended up quite badly... I forget about neat writing and stuff. And then I get bored and stop writing altogether... hope it doesnt happen here.